I have been sitting at my computer screen for much longer than I care to admit. I have been staring at it and it has been daring me to write something. Anything. Even if it is wrong. Even though it will not be read. Forget about it being edifying. Don't even try for mildly entertaining. Just write. Get it out. Emotions without expression are poison to your soul. Vomit verbiage until you've purged. Go ahead and write about how much you miss your dog after putting him to sleep yesterday. Describe how soft and silky his cheeks were and how not knowing you were taking him to his death, he put his chin on his bed and gazed contentedly at you as you waited for the vet to come out. All the while you stroked his head and ears trying to remember forever the contours. Try to articulate what it feels like to know that the one creature on the planet that preferred your company to anything or anyone else trusted you as you put him out of his misery when he didn't know...
Musing of a mostly sane, perfectly saved and yet entirely flawed bible believing woman and biblical counselor.